What’s perfect might not be what’s best for you.
Similarly, what’s best might no be what’s perfect for you.
So which to pick?
The start of a new year begins… Today!
I guess it’ll be apt to reflect on the past year? If i had to summarize it in a sentence, I would describe it as a year where I learnt to made decisions, not minor but major decisions and self discovery.
The year started off with me having to decide whether to choose the route of entering a JC to take my A levels or pursuing a diploma at a Polytechnic. Well, eventually I chose the latter option. To be honest, I’ve never really enjoyed style of desperately studying books day and night. Not trying to imply Poly is easy, it has its fair share of hard work thats requires in order to secure an A. Especially with the ridiculous amount of presentations and suffocatingly near deadlines.
The first semester commenced sometime after our postings were released. Like I mentioned in the paragraph above, poly is not as easy as it advertises itself to be. It is all lies the schools use to attract students! LOL.
My first term break of the semester was spent going for CIBTC, and to be honest once again, I really didn’t understand why I chose to go for it. Yes, I wanted to serve my unit. But was that a strong enough reason to want to go for it? Especially since I went with the knowledge that either me or Arshad would get out-posted.
During the Modular Courses and Residental Course I reached the lowest moment I could have of my NPCC journey. Was both mentally drained and physically sick (I suffered from fever and cough for like 2weeks?!) and I really almost did choose to just give up. Have to credit my ability of completing the course to Arshad, Khengwee, Juliana, Xinyun and other Charlie Squadmates. Without their encouragement I wouldn’t have pulled through. Probably would have OOC-ed at the start? Haha.
The ending of the course also marked the start of deciding what type of CI i would like to be. I started serving a new school and going for various events such as Range Duty , ATC/STCs, HRC course and D11′s committee of instructors. Made quite a number of good friends along the way and I really really learnt a lot and am looking forward to learn more 
What I personally feel that is a CI duties is not to only want to serve their own unit cadets, but really to serve the core itself. Which means to be willing to serve a new school, an area and of course our HQ. that’s what I learnt in my short 6months (:
There’s lots more that happened where I struggled to handle the preparations for D11 and yet balance my studies + social life, but I’m sort of lazy to type everything out. It’ll just make this post extremely wordy~ maybe I’ll post them another time when I feel like it. heh heh heh. Excuses I know 
Would just like to end of this post thanking the following people:
DBA07 peeps for making classes and poly life so interesting. Haha. Shall not go into further detail about what we do ~
Area10 for being such a lovely family of fun loving CIs ^^
BGNP family for welcoming me back so warmly even though I’m not officially a part of the school anymore <3
KennethKoh for taking care of me in Area11 and support. Lets make the camp this year as awesome as possible!
D11 Committee for teaching me so much more than I ever knew. And of course the experience where we pushed ourself to new limits. Thanks you really!
Any others I missed out, you should know that I still appreciate you guys~ *^^*
After almost a year of hiatus from church, all i can say, is that it feels good back. Initially i was rather reluctant? Had no clue on how should i face the people i left behind.
After being around for two weeks, i’ve met most of them. The feeling of meeting again was great and really made my day, but i still couldn’t help feel a little apologetic… To be honest, I really miss being part of the Knights before we multiplied.. I miss Wanxin, Leona and Beiru.. haha. they were like my mothers when i first joined(: Some or rather most of them saw me “grow up” and in a blink of the eye i’m turning 17. wow… just wow…
Anyway, I’m really great and thankful to be part of Passionates. Through the lifegroup i’ve experience what’s like to be in the family of God once again. Thanks for showing me what a community is(: Thank you siewjia and charlene for being so warm/sweet and thank you mel for being so understanding.
The last thing i have to do before i can fully move on. I’ll face everyone from knights2 once again. closure is needed. awkwardness in the house of God? no. i don’t want to that. after all, we still belong to the same family. who’s awkward with their own family, seriously?
go go go Jeannette!
It’s been a long time since i looked through my various blogs that i kept in secondary school. Can’t help but laugh a little when i see them? was i really that innocent in the past? what was written doesn’t feels like it was done by me at all and to be honest, i feel slightly embarrassed that i had such thoughts. especially about * .
After not seeing * for about a year, i met * again just a few days ago. well, it was an awkward meeting. very very very awkward. the journey to school together was insanely quiet. might have been due to the fact it was early in the morning (around 7am plus) or the absolute silence in the train that made holding a conversation weird since it would disturb the peaceful surroundings. oh well, i don’t think we will be running into each other any time soon anyway~ always ignored after such meetings (does a mental eye-roll)
Poly life on the other hand has been rather good, better than what i expected of heard of it. Our personal tutor Mr George Teo is nice, rather caring too. POA and Economic’s are word heavy subjects that i’ll have to take that makes me want to pull my hair out. Can hardly understand anything ):
Well, at least i made a rather good friend in class who’s very helpful! Jacq is a sweet girl! hahaha. the fact that both of us are into Kpop makes striking up conversations easier. Glad to have her as a friend! really!
On a random note, I’m addicted to the canteen’s sugar donut’s. they are heavenly.
