No point holding on to false hope, thats what i tell myself

Things have finally cleared for the better (:

I’m a hopless freak who just cries her heart out…………….

lols xDDD 

Hahahas :D :D :D    super happy now man, SINGAPORE  actually got into the finals for table tennis ^.^ JIAYOU on the match!! its really amazing lor… we hadn’t gotten a gold for like 48 yrs already, even i’m not the one getting it but i still feel so happy for our country. guess theres really a sense of belonging here(:

was kinda pissed after recess onwards =x  don’t want to explain… after school kinda shouted at zhenny x(  SORRY JIE JEI >.< left school striaght away, cause really no mood x( sat bus 14 home than.

you promised to AT LEAST have a lunch with me before you left, but did you? no. my heart broke can… promises are meant to be kept, what the point of it being a promise when you cant even remember it. i felt dissapointed. lols. whats the f***ing problem with me this days?!? i’m really trying not act like a bitch, for being selfish or being unable to understand anything. do you know your constantly making up excuses just to skip your bloody CCA ? even i get irritated by it sometimes. if your so unhappy with them, just approach them and tell them what you feel, why care so much ? lols.

was really thinking alot. i sat right infront of the double-decked bus & admire the the surroundings. i guess that really help calm me down alot, felt so much better already. SORRY JULIANA for making you worried why i suddenly sais i didn’t wan to come for NP. i was being selfish. >.<

in the end i still came -.- thanks mummy for fetching me(: really enjoyed it today, sing-a-long was so fun & we learnt how to pitch a tent i think? lols. sing until hoarse, having sore throat now already xD i want strepsil’s!!! x( lols.

changed & decided to come home for dinner. cousins were around & their comfirm moving back at the end of the year :( lols

wow. i blogged3 time today. a miricle indeed :D

dissapointed…

tears just flow out, what cause’s it i don’t know..

sigh…

woah(: im in the ITR lab & i’m actaully blogging. showS that i’m really bored here & is begining to rot away . Lols. wonder whats the rest of the day going to be like? hmm….  see first bah… have NP later and i’m not really looking forward to it =/

i’m swearing off eating mac’s for the next weekor so, the movie make me felt super uber qeasy >< my tummy doing the back flips again. grrr… will update later provided im not tired 9:

cya earthling’s :D

 

La~la~la~la (:

feeling pretty bored today so i decided to edit & uplaod some pic’s :D i must be in a good mood i think? lols. today kinda felt sucky ? if thats how you describe it, BUT, atleast all the projects are finally complete (: good news usually come with bad news =/ cause we have to freaking test tomorrow, Chinese & Maths -.- sian diao already….

give me some time to read new moon? lols, so much to do so little time :(  

i guess i lost the interest in blogging, so this post going to super random short (: yeap. cya peeps.

won’t be posting often this days, cause mum limitting my time on the lappy ;( lols. will update tomorrow bah… or maybe even tonight, sooo…. yah, thats all. lols

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !!!! xDDD

don’t know why i enjoyed today so much(: anw, I LOVE MY DADDY & MUMMY :D :D:D they really loved me alot, i guess i never really realized that. they given me soo much more than i can asked for already. just LOVE THEM SUPER MUCH :D :D:D

followed them go “gai gai” to orchad road early in the morning. mummy brought me to border’s &&& bought me TWILIGHT, NEW MOON & ECIPSE all at one go :D or rather she paid 50% for it & its only 38.90 bucks for all three man!!! super worth the money, cause normally 1 book almost 20 bucks x3

its like the whole 3 available series are finally mine (as in the books i bought, cause i don’t own its copyright. lols.) no more waiting for yizhen to finish it =x i’m going to be hog on to it for the next few days man…their super thick & super heavy -.- thats the only down point, despite being against me buying the books, daddy was so sweet to help me carry it :D later in the night, he even bought another book for (: so i have 4 books to read while waiting for vampire knight 8 to come out ^.^

i’m becoming a bookworm soon already, but who care’s? had prayer walk in the morning & a prayer session during service. ended round 5.30pm & i rushed home immediatly. the journy home seemed super short today, maybe cause i too engrossed? i was standing, balancing, squeezing & reading twilight for a whole 35mins in the mrt (x i can feel the muscle developing already xD like real lor, still all fats that jingles when i run ): lols…

thanks daddy for fetching me on his bike to popular(: its been pretty long already, reminds me of how you used to fetch me on your bike since pri1 to pri6. i have grown heavier yet you still insisted on fetching me, your heavy breathing could be heard as you peddled… THANKS(:

fonts will be rate today (:

just ONE question?

where exactly is Singapore? 0.0 

 been staring at the TV for so long yet, she has yet to appear.

i want to see Singapore on the olympic stage!!! xDD